It never fails. If something negative happens in my life, I buy a one-way ticket on the "Self-Criticism Train" and enjoy the ride. All the encouraging words, "Something better will come along!” "It wasn't meant to be!” "Move on!” "You're a Rock star! Rise above it!” are easier said than done. Then out of Nowhereville comes a roundhouse of reality in the form of a book about the music business and a blog challenge that could definitely, without question, change my life.
I've been in rock bands for more than half of my life. After 5 years of touring with my solo project, avoiding death several times on the Trans-Canada Highway, playing every bar on the East Coast, touring across Canada and back in the dead of winter and sweltering heat of summer, wheeling and dealing with record labels, my debut album is about to be released. Holy macaroni, it has been a wild ride. This is it! Am I ready? YES! Do I utilize the Internet to my full advantage? NOOOOOOOOO!
When I was informed about this blog challenge I knew that I had to be a part of it. I have so much to learn. Sure, put me on stage in front of thousands and I'll seriously kick ass. But, when the show is over, how do I connect with my fans? Someone once asked me that very question in a meeting. I sat there stumbling over my words until he answered for me, "You don't and that is very selfish of you!” YIKES! Talk about an "ah-ha" moment. The truth hurts, but I love it.
On stage I am a force. I know this because I can feel it and am told it constantly. When I am offstage, I tend to be overly modest and soft spoken especially about my music. I have no idea how to sell myself without sounding like I am "tooting my own horn". I need to get over that! I have a feeling this challenge will help me do just that.
I have always believed in writing down and visioning what you want to happen in your life. I have a "Vision Board", but sometimes it falls off my wall and I let it sit behind my dresser. Not cool! I am also a pro at writing "To Do" lists, unfortunately they should be titled "Things To.... Think About Doing". Argh! With my album weeks away from being released, it's time to derail the "Self Criticism Train" and hop on the "Celebrate The Wins" train. I have had a lot of wins and now it's time to bask in the glory of a life filled with music, amazing people who have always believed in me, and my career that is about to take off. Thank You Chapter 1.
Love and Rock
Carmen